I think i am turning into a wierdo!!

I think i am turning into a wierdo!! I dont like the normal kind of music, I dont like normal 'hit' movies, normal people find me complex and hard to befriend, my way of thinking about various aspects is so much different from the mainstream that either they are funny or too complex. Till date, I haven't found a single person who can be called as 'my type'. I always get the feeling that i am so much different from others that there isn't a single group where i can fit in. The people who i thought would be great to be friends turned out to be the greatest enemies that i can think of. I have tried to adjust to whatever 'type' of people i come across with lot of effort, heartburn and all the feelings that anyone can think of.

Donno why i am blabbering here about this, but i feel that a person must find someone who is his/her type. This makes living in this wild wild world so much better.

Another interesting sher for you guys:

Fir na simtegi agar dosti bikhar jayegee
Zindagi zulf nahi hai jo fir ne sawar jayegee
Jo kushi de tumhe , thaam lo daaman uska
Zindagi ro ke nahi has ke guzar jayegee

I am bored!!

I am so happy that after so many days, my blog which was in cold storage has suddenly sprung back to life and I'll take all the credit for it. LOL There were always many things to write about but somehow i could not force myself to write. I get the feeling that I am pretty much settled in my job. Although I look like I am a lot less worked when compared to others, but i can't help on this. I am missing my Devils Dungeon. I dont know about others, but I am definitely 'college sick' . That ramshackle room no 16 was a playground for my senses. Never thought how empty and sense of longing I would feel without Devil's Dungeon.

Your never get what you want in life and that is a very important lesson to learn early in your life and it is not without reason they say " You never get a contended life at any point. You should always have some arzoo left in you life, which makes the next day, something to look forward to. A life without any arzoo is a bland life devoid of salt 'n pepper!!

The amount of money i am earning is biggest concern for me at this point of time. My parents want me to get married and settle down, nothing wrong with that but with the salary i am earning now, I cannot afford a wife !! There is a perennial stuggle going on between me and my mother about my marriage. Donno who wins!!

Interesting shers(couplet) that i came across on the internet:

Zindagi motaj nahi manzilo ki,
waqt her manzil dekha deta hai..
Marta nahi koi kisi se juda ho kar,
waqt sab ko jeena sikha deta hai.

Khushi mile to hus na sakhe,
Ghum mile to roh na sakhe.
Zindagi ka yahi Dastoor hai yaaro,
Jise chaha use paa na sakhe
Our jise paaya use chaha na sakhe.

I am Hurt by the attitude of my friend

I know many people who display megalomaniac behaviour about their intelligence and often these kind of people have a poor opinion about the intellectual capabilities of others. There is this person called X, who was also my classmate. Never thought how poor a opinion 'X' had about my intellectual ability all these years untill i met that person for some kind of business proposal 'X' offered. The business was nothing new and I knew and heard a lot about this during my previous stints of umemployement. What was extremely funny was the way 'X' messed up the straight forward business logic into a complicated thing and then present it to me, pretending it to be a new brand new concept. Then, as if to justify the messed up logic , started a lengthy explanation, as if i am the dumbest guy on the planet. X went on and on, revising and then asking silly question in between, liberally seasoning the monologue with quotations from autobiographies of Bill Gates, Azim Premji etc. The most insulting thing was, after completing the hammering, X askes gingerly "Did you understand anything!"

Gimme a break Mr Einstein, I have a life to live with my meagre intelligence, so test your skills on someone else.